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September

Seventeen

I'm seventeen now
I feel like I'm eight
I feel like I'm one hundred
People ask my age
It's always hard to respond
I know I'm older than time
I know I've never existed until this moment
I was born yesterday, I will die tomorrow
I have died yesterday, I will be born tomorrow
And this is why I ask
How can I be seventeen?







October

Impressive Vampire

Creature of the night
Who overwhelms the darkness
Devourer of souls
Your lack of morality intrigues me
Does the daily taste of blood repulse you
Or does it heal you, purifying your strength
Make me like you
Or if you cannot, strike me down
My flesh is weak
Either make it stronger or rid me of it
Which ever happens
Death will be my only friend







November

What I see

What funny little bugs I see
They run from here to there
Almost as if one place is better than the other
They think they have problems
But this is not true
They have what they need
Water, Food, Shelter, Sun, Earth, Life
I don't understand why they behave like they do
These silly little things called humans







December

Ice

Can't you see it's Fucking Cold
Can't you hear it's Fucking Cold
Can't you feel The Fucking Cold
It bites hard onto my leg
Freezing the flesh, piercing through skin
If I move, my bones will shatter
If I stay, I'll surely die
The icy breath has already infected my mind
My body is all that is left
Slowly freezing
Hardly breathing
Unable to speak, unable to continue
Nothing but me, in the cold
Can't you see it's Fucking Cold







January

Relationship

He kisses her and thinks...
Who is this person
I've never seen her before
What am I doing
This is wrong
What's happening
None of this makes sense
This is not what I want
This is worse than before
I should leave
Nothing could be worse
I don't like her
Why am I doing this
I hate this
I want to be alone
...he kisses her again







February

I Cry

Yesterday was Saturday; I went to school early
The one’s in authority tried to think;
I told them how they were wrong
My name is not Eli; but I unwillingly respond
Angela
It’s nearing summer; the snow is coming down
Superficial things are the most important,
but they are all gone and now I’m happy
The one who’s bored is having too much fun
I care so much; I forget
Who says money can’t buy happiness;
give someone money and all their happiness goes away
The only true value is friends; a commodity very hard to count
Those who care destroy me;
those who hate me give me self-esteem
I am empty now; filled with more satisfaction than ever
The gray clouds match my mood; I am at ease
Where is the one I want?
A simple friend; a complex situation
Memories return to me; many aren’t mine
I love you
I know it will work out in the end, and that’s exactly what’s wrong
Home is where the heart is… maybe I should return there
Humanity is lost forever, now that I’ve found it
Happy Birthday; you’re dead
You’re my greatest hero, because I have no respect for you
I can’t see in the light; it’s too dark

You think all this means something?
You’re wrong; IT MEANS EVERYTHING!






March

I Understand

I understand life now
It was planned out so well
It’s so easy. The only difficulty is knowing it’s not harder
There’s pain; it doesn’t matter
There’s happiness… that’s all that matters
It all works
Live or die, I still win
I’m happy
I’m crying
It hurts, but damages only the bad things
Why didn’t I see it before?
It’s time to sleep now, but I’ll see you tomorrow






April

Fear

I’m afraid of the change;
The fact things can be different scares me
I feel trapped
Alone
There are too many people forcing their way into my life
You would think they would catch a clue and go away
The few things I know I want to keep, I feel I’m losing
Who am I?
I don’t know anymore
All the things I used to be now seem corrupted
Am I the very thing I hate?
Or at least the thing I hated once, long ago?
Too long now, I am different
Who dares challenge me now!?






May

Teacher

You’ve tried to teach me so much;
I’ve learned none of it
But what I have learned, I have learned much of,
And from you
I learned life is unfair
I’ve learned nothing’s equal
No one is as good as the next person
I have learned that rules change and to never expect righteousness
I now know how to cheat, because of you;
You taught me to lie, and to not feel guilty for it
Thank you for these lessons, I’ll cherish them always






June

No Time

I have no time to write a poem for this month
My time is too valuable
I’m too busy
Life’s too short
I have too many things I have to do
I have too many things I want to do
Can’t you understand? Weren’t you a kid once?
Or were you one of those who is too “responsible”, but never caring
I’m not that, I care, that’s why I don’t do it
And now, I’m done before I’ve started




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